Little Boy Sunshine

So I watched "Little Miss Sunshine"for the first time ever about five minutes ago and I loved it!That movies goes with the other 20+ movies in my top 10 lol.The people I watched the movie with didn't really vibe with me on the quality of the movie.They thought it was cheap,I thought it was perfect!It was an indie film!What do you expect?!?!My movies are gonna be like that.Movies made for independent film festivals,but made it to a theater near you.But yeah,they didn't really like the movie.I think I loved it soo much on the basis that it was relatable to my life.I feel like that boy in the movie that didn't even talk until the last 30 minutes before the end.When i'm at home,it's seldom if I start a conversation with anyone,rather even talk to anyone.I hate everyone!My mom quickly pointed out the connection me and the boy had.But I don't really think i'm as bad as I used to be when it comes to my antisocialness at home.I've made some postive strides these few weeks.So yeah,i'm like the teenage boy who hates the world and is ready to leave his safety bubble, wrapped in bubble wrap,inside another bubble.We're ready to graduate,because that will solve all our problems of course.Life will be soo much when i'm thrown into the cold world with a college tuition,a highschool education,a love of clothes and girls,but no money.My love of being kept will take a halt when I realize that from that point on I will keep me.Forever(or until I get a wifey).That's pretty scary.No more waking up and watchin those cartoons I love.I'll be tired from workin all week!Scratch that,ima have millions by the time i'm 26.Bet on it.Anyways,the main thing that jumps out at me is how similar the fathers are in the movie and my life.Winners win,losers lose!That's their mottos.Get rich schemes run amuck in their lives,yet they have no jobs!They both drain,suck,yank,drag,steal,or kill the fun in a room.They murder all smiles and good conversations.They are uncomfortable with happiness.They're intimidated by grins!These dads do not like things they don't understand!Haha,who doesn't?Everything they own becomes bootleg in a way.Lol I had to throw that in there.That truck/bus was trash and everytime we get something new at my residence,it'll be ghetto in a few months.Not my fault!And the main and most hurting thing of these two dads....why is it that at times,you can be a complete,straight up asshole,but 15 minutes later you're the coolest person to grace this earth.Is it my insane amout of compassion compressed in my being that makes me think i'm too hard on you?Or is it everyone telling me I should be grateful to have a male,father figure around(unlike most black youths) that's got me vaccillating?What ever it is,it makes me mad that you can't be cool all the time!Why can't you be you?Why are you,you?Who are you?I don't even know you!Something is wrong with this picture.