Saturday, February 21, 2009
I didn't edit this and i'm too lazy to think of a title
What's goody!I hate it when people say"goody".That's stupid.My excuse for my leave of absence this time is mainly school.But lately i haven't been able to write much.In the last week,I've been mispelling words and wording sentences strangely.Idk what's going on.I fear that i might have lost mind.It all started with this sickness that i mysteriously got a few weeks ago.Whatever it is,it's got my body acting weird.According to my horoscope,I'm supposed to have 2 bad months in 2009 so i already chalked February up as one.It's been really hectic so this decision is justified.I'm so glad that i got solo and ensemble outta the way.That whole thing was stressful.Maybe the stress of doing well in school and band competions and many other things have soured February.I've been really anti-social also.I said i was gonna cut that out,but i have 0 self control.This body has it's own agenda and it'll go through hell to accomplish it.I just sit in my room and do homework.And play 360.And listen to Fall Out Boy and Dedication 3.Go buy Fall Out Boy's Folie A Duex.I think i spelled that right.But yeah,it's dope go buy it.This is really hard.I can't gather all my thoughts to form words on my fingertips.They get lost on the way down.I went and saw "Fired Up" last night.It was pretty dope.It's no Superbad,but it gets the job down.I just watched "The Condemned" and "Max Payne".Both solid movies,but they don't garner Top 10 votes.Max Payne got a bad rap,but it's pretty good.The story felt like a 5th grader wrote it five minutes before it was due,but the graphics and such were great.Rhianna's face is BAD!I wanted to punch Chris Brown after i saw that one picture with her eyes closed!She'll definantly be in my prayers(even though i rarely say them).My sister had a sleepover last night.It was good that they stayed out of my hair,but they were really loud.I sound like a loser with no friends right now hahaha!I'm glad she had fun and i didn't.Really.I'm so ready to get this over with!I'm done and i ain't editing!Nope,words stay mispelled this time!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
adsafsa
Another couple of days off and I'm back.Again I apologize for my absence,but i got a good excuse this time.I was sick.Still am,but I'm trying to deal with it.Idk what i have,but it's intense!Moms says i got a sinus infection and all this stuff,but i've been throwing up and i have a fever all the time.I've been getting like 3 a day.But enough of that!My SAT scores should be in tomorrow!If they're good,you'll know all about it!If i don't say anything about them.....well you know.The Grammy's were great.Coldplay killed it!Radiohead killed it!Katy Perry killed and is still one of the white girls I plan on doing before I die.That is if her body is still tight by the time I get a chance.The whole "Swagger Like Us" thing was EPIC!M.I.A. made all pregnant women around the world proud.She looked good too!I thought the Jonas Brothers would've done really well,but it was a dull performance.Stevie Wonder's "Superstitious" wasn't a good song for them.And poor little Nick Jonas messed up!I think it was him.I don't know all their names!Let's see....Kanye and Estelle put on a nice little show.Not too flashy,but not boring.I know I'm missing out on some people,but whatever!This whole Chris Brown thing is getting annoying.He slapped one of the most beautiful girls on the planet around.I can't reach a verdict on what to do since I(and prolly the vast majority of the human race)don't know what happened.So just let it rest until we know something...please!Well you're updated on my life so I'll let you go.Bye!
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Little Boy Sunshine
So I watched "Little Miss Sunshine"for the first time ever about five minutes ago and I loved it!That movies goes with the other 20+ movies in my top 10 lol.The people I watched the movie with didn't really vibe with me on the quality of the movie.They thought it was cheap,I thought it was perfect!It was an indie film!What do you expect?!?!My movies are gonna be like that.Movies made for independent film festivals,but made it to a theater near you.But yeah,they didn't really like the movie.I think I loved it soo much on the basis that it was relatable to my life.I feel like that boy in the movie that didn't even talk until the last 30 minutes before the end.When i'm at home,it's seldom if I start a conversation with anyone,rather even talk to anyone.I hate everyone!My mom quickly pointed out the connection me and the boy had.But I don't really think i'm as bad as I used to be when it comes to my antisocialness at home.I've made some postive strides these few weeks.So yeah,i'm like the teenage boy who hates the world and is ready to leave his safety bubble, wrapped in bubble wrap,inside another bubble.We're ready to graduate,because that will solve all our problems of course.Life will be soo much when i'm thrown into the cold world with a college tuition,a highschool education,a love of clothes and girls,but no money.My love of being kept will take a halt when I realize that from that point on I will keep me.Forever(or until I get a wifey).That's pretty scary.No more waking up and watchin those cartoons I love.I'll be tired from workin all week!Scratch that,ima have millions by the time i'm 26.Bet on it.Anyways,the main thing that jumps out at me is how similar the fathers are in the movie and my life.Winners win,losers lose!That's their mottos.Get rich schemes run amuck in their lives,yet they have no jobs!They both drain,suck,yank,drag,steal,or kill the fun in a room.They murder all smiles and good conversations.They are uncomfortable with happiness.They're intimidated by grins!These dads do not like things they don't understand!Haha,who doesn't?Everything they own becomes bootleg in a way.Lol I had to throw that in there.That truck/bus was trash and everytime we get something new at my residence,it'll be ghetto in a few months.Not my fault!And the main and most hurting thing of these two dads....why is it that at times,you can be a complete,straight up asshole,but 15 minutes later you're the coolest person to grace this earth.Is it my insane amout of compassion compressed in my being that makes me think i'm too hard on you?Or is it everyone telling me I should be grateful to have a male,father figure around(unlike most black youths) that's got me vaccillating?What ever it is,it makes me mad that you can't be cool all the time!Why can't you be you?Why are you,you?Who are you?I don't even know you!Something is wrong with this picture.
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