This is from my journal.I didn't finish,but i was onto something epic:
This bitchnigga named Lucifer is really starting to get on my nerves.He's got me acting crazy.I've been very Mr.Hyde-ish lately.Actually,if anything,I've been Dr.Jeckel.That's the bad one right?It's something going on inside me almost like a battle.An epic battle.It's like the good Delano against the bad Delano.Right now,good Delano is getting his ass beat.Smart ass comments are being harder and harder to hold back.Random blowups with the people i love are ubiquitous.When my eyelids uncover eyes every morning,I try and guess how many family members,friends,and enemies i can piss off that day.Yesterday,my total reached 9.How do i piss off these people?By being me?But i'm not me.It's like Delano is having an out of body experience and he's watching D3L@n0 do things usually out of his character.But Delano isn't strong enough to stop D3L@n0.Besides,Delano kind of likes the destruction left behind D3L@n0's larger than life steps.All the broken hearts,tears,and dreams liter the ground,taking the shape of a red carpet.And Delano scampers down it.Following his new best friend.Maybe Delano is the fictional one.Maybe Delano was a front and D3L@n0 was what's real.
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