Saturday, February 7, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Little Boy Sunshine
So I watched "Little Miss Sunshine"for the first time ever about five minutes ago and I loved it!That movies goes with the other 20+ movies in my top 10 lol.The people I watched the movie with didn't really vibe with me on the quality of the movie.They thought it was cheap,I thought it was perfect!It was an indie film!What do you expect?!?!My movies are gonna be like that.Movies made for independent film festivals,but made it to a theater near you.But yeah,they didn't really like the movie.I think I loved it soo much on the basis that it was relatable to my life.I feel like that boy in the movie that didn't even talk until the last 30 minutes before the end.When i'm at home,it's seldom if I start a conversation with anyone,rather even talk to anyone.I hate everyone!My mom quickly pointed out the connection me and the boy had.But I don't really think i'm as bad as I used to be when it comes to my antisocialness at home.I've made some postive strides these few weeks.So yeah,i'm like the teenage boy who hates the world and is ready to leave his safety bubble, wrapped in bubble wrap,inside another bubble.We're ready to graduate,because that will solve all our problems of course.Life will be soo much when i'm thrown into the cold world with a college tuition,a highschool education,a love of clothes and girls,but no money.My love of being kept will take a halt when I realize that from that point on I will keep me.Forever(or until I get a wifey).That's pretty scary.No more waking up and watchin those cartoons I love.I'll be tired from workin all week!Scratch that,ima have millions by the time i'm 26.Bet on it.Anyways,the main thing that jumps out at me is how similar the fathers are in the movie and my life.Winners win,losers lose!That's their mottos.Get rich schemes run amuck in their lives,yet they have no jobs!They both drain,suck,yank,drag,steal,or kill the fun in a room.They murder all smiles and good conversations.They are uncomfortable with happiness.They're intimidated by grins!These dads do not like things they don't understand!Haha,who doesn't?Everything they own becomes bootleg in a way.Lol I had to throw that in there.That truck/bus was trash and everytime we get something new at my residence,it'll be ghetto in a few months.Not my fault!And the main and most hurting thing of these two dads....why is it that at times,you can be a complete,straight up asshole,but 15 minutes later you're the coolest person to grace this earth.Is it my insane amout of compassion compressed in my being that makes me think i'm too hard on you?Or is it everyone telling me I should be grateful to have a male,father figure around(unlike most black youths) that's got me vaccillating?What ever it is,it makes me mad that you can't be cool all the time!Why can't you be you?Why are you,you?Who are you?I don't even know you!Something is wrong with this picture.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Update....Again
Sorry again!I've been busy.That's two posts in a row that I've been sorry for taking not keeping up like i should be.Anyway,i took the SAT Saturday.Don't take the SAT at TCC,PLEAAASSSSEEEEE!!!!I get there to find the location and there was sooo much confusion,from everyone!The paper said go to the Rotunda,so i went to the Rotunda.A million people there to take the test,but nobody that's administering the test is to be seen.So i stand outside the Rotunda for about 40 minutes in the 40 degree weather.Finally some black guy comes and tells us that we need to go to the recital hall.So everybody does just that.Stand there for 30 minutes or so.Finally go in this auditorium like thing and get my test.Fill out all the info.Then the man starts to get into the test.He tells us all this stuff and what not.Then this lady came and dropped off some more kids.They didn't have enough room in the other room so she dropped em' off in our room.The people in the top row had to sit elbow to elbow.Sucks for them.I had space on both sides of me so i wasn't complaining!So we finally start the test.....an hour and half later than we were supposed to!We start it and it went smooth for awhile.It was hard to write my essay because my fingers were still frozen from standing in the cold.In the middle of the test a few times,the lights went off!It was burning up in there!I don't wanna go too much into detail because i wanna get this over with so i can blog about recent stuff.Umm college fair last night was dope.Got a lot of info and what not.I'm not cut from the golf team.Well idk!It won't resolve itself!It keeps going on and on!It's getting old.I just want it to be over.I'll just waste my time until the end of the year.Then I'm out!Going to Bryan-College Station tonight to visit my aunt.Should be doing some well deserved shopping and relaxing.Cool.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
I'm Back
Sorry,i've been on a paid leave.I was doing a little soul searching lol.I've been hella depressed since about Saturday.I was good Sunday,well until that night.Then i was good Monday morning,but canceled plans changed that quick.In this year alone,canceled plans have run a muck in this perfect world I've tried to create.I hope that makes sense.So yeah Tuesday morning was good.OBAMA!!!!!!!!!Thanks to my wake up texters!If it weren't for yall and my sister slapping me for eating her chips the night before,i woulda missed something SUPER historic.Then after that,boredom was like a parasite stuck on my neck.I couldn't get it off no matter what i tried to do!So i just youtube and myspaced it up all day.Went to school which has been blah.I've being mucho antisocial these past coupla days.I just wanted to jump off the earth.That's the best way to explain it.Today I snapped out of it when i realized i was in my room for two hours with the lights off and a 360 controller in my hands.Report card today!Didn't fail ish,but i got some low grades.My parents told me today that at this point if i wanna quit tryin to pursue college,it's fine with them.Pretty messed up,but who cares anymore.I'm used to this kinda stuff.They're over exaggerating it like crazy.I got a 2.97 GPA.I can bring that up.No biggie.And if not,UNT ain't that hard to get into lol.I'm done with that conversation.Looking forward to my schedule change tomorrow.That'll prolly alleviate all this unnecessary stress on my back.Saturday,i got the SAT!Yes!!!Finally time to prove my high levels of geniousosity(i made that up.Don't worry,u ain't that dumb!).I'm excited!So yeah,hopefully this is the beginning of a new...beginning lol.So yeah,if I've been a bitch to you lately,terribly sorry.I just wasn't feeling up to human interaction.I need a dog.
Life In Technicolor(Coldplay)
I would be totally bugging out if something like this happened to me lol.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Things That Keep Me Sane
Things That Keep Me Sane from Delano Taylor on Vimeo.
It was on youtube,but we had copyright issues.Vimeo don't check that stuff so enjoy!
Monday, January 19, 2009
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