Thursday, January 22, 2009

I'm Back

Sorry,i've been on a paid leave.I was doing a little soul searching lol.I've been hella depressed since about Saturday.I was good Sunday,well until that night.Then i was good Monday morning,but canceled plans changed that quick.In this year alone,canceled plans have run a muck in this perfect world I've tried to create.I hope that makes sense.So yeah Tuesday morning was good.OBAMA!!!!!!!!!Thanks to my wake up texters!If it weren't for yall and my sister slapping me for eating her chips the night before,i woulda missed something SUPER historic.Then after that,boredom was like a parasite stuck on my neck.I couldn't get it off no matter what i tried to do!So i just youtube and myspaced it up all day.Went to school which has been blah.I've being mucho antisocial these past coupla days.I just wanted to jump off the earth.That's the best way to explain it.Today I snapped out of it when i realized i was in my room for two hours with the lights off and a 360 controller in my hands.Report card today!Didn't fail ish,but i got some low grades.My parents told me today that at this point if i wanna quit tryin to pursue college,it's fine with them.Pretty messed up,but who cares anymore.I'm used to this kinda stuff.They're over exaggerating it like crazy.I got a 2.97 GPA.I can bring that up.No biggie.And if not,UNT ain't that hard to get into lol.I'm done with that conversation.Looking forward to my schedule change tomorrow.That'll prolly alleviate all this unnecessary stress on my back.Saturday,i got the SAT!Yes!!!Finally time to prove my high levels of geniousosity(i made that up.Don't worry,u ain't that dumb!).I'm excited!So yeah,hopefully this is the beginning of a new...beginning lol.So yeah,if I've been a bitch to you lately,terribly sorry.I just wasn't feeling up to human interaction.I need a dog.

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