Another Epiphany

People,I'm confused!I had church tonite.Oh yeah,its new years eve.So yeah,I was pretty mad when I heard I was spending new years eve at church.I wanted to get fucked up(for black people,that means I wanted to get really drunk)!So yeah that's pretty messed up when u think about it.I would rather get drunk instead of go to church.So yeah,I'm pretty disappointed in myself.And I had the nerve to complain about how much time the pastor kept us over.The reason he kept everyone over was because he got everyone in the church to write out their plans for the new year and put it on the alter.Sidebar,my church numbers close to nine thousands in membership.And they had to turn people back because of fire hazard reasons.It was packed.Soo yeah,he got errbody and they mama to come down and pray.Well not everyone,just those who were willing to go down.Of course,I didn't go.Soo yadayadayda.I'm outside,remember I just got of church,singing "Bed"by J.Holiday.And the secular songs just kept rolling off my tongue!I was even cussin in church.Mainly in mind,but still!WTF!I saw many weeping and it had zero to noo affect on me.I felt gay in a sense(this is gonna be a gay analogy,but i'm straight.I love me some boobies!).Me and the guys are at a titty bar and this chick is dancing on me.Butt naked!!!Errbody else is all happy and i'm like meehhh.My dick doesn't even jump.Idk how to compare it to church,but my dick didn't jump tonite.I'm pretty mad about it.This happens everywhere I go.I always feel out of place.But the one place I should feel at home,the place I should feel like I belong....I don't.=/.Maybe it's the pressure that I feel when it comes to christianity?My grandfather is a pastor and it feels as if though he is tryin to push me down that path.He says it's the right thing to do,seeing as how I have somewhat of a gift when it comes to words.Am I trying to tell him that I don't fit the preacher mold,by acting like God....is idk,not important?Trust me,it hurts to write this stuff.My mother and father are deep in the church family.Almost all my family members are deep in the church.My little brother runs around singing church music,and he's only three!The only reason I go to church on sundays,is to get away from my stepdad(and to be treated so cici's minutes after that).Idk i'm rambling,I gotta go.Maybe you guys can help me find somethin to make my dick jump???

Why U Hate Your Family Sooo Much(According To Scientists)

I was on yahoo news sidebar,they have the most interesting news in my opinion,and i found this study.Its on Discovery News.com.The findings are published in the latest issue of the journal Neuropsychologia.The bold stuff is me and the italics is the stuff i found important.

-- Visiting -- or even just viewing photos of family members -- prompts brain activity that affects how you feel about them, your friends, and even yourself, a new study suggests.

The study is the first to compare brain activity associated with seeing relatives with that linked to seeing friends and strangers. It suggests our feelings about biological relatives are at least somewhat primal.

The findings may help explain everything from why our family can get on our nerves to why people who look like us can spark immediate feelings of trust, "but not lust," said Steven Platek, who co-authored the study with Shelly Kemp.

"We like to be around people that look more like us, but we do not find them as sexually attractive," added Platek, editor-in-chief of the journal Frontiers in Evolutionary Neuroscience. "I think it is linked to our subconscious ability to detect facial resemblances so we avoid lusting after those that may be related to us."

Okay so what i get outta that is that we fight so that we let the other person think we aren't phyisically attracted to them.Idk,i read it earlier and it made more sense,but now its all jumbled.Video games rotted my mind lol.Well i guess i'll end it.Bye!

Myspeezey Pet Peeves

Myspace is king.No lie,I'm addicted,along with many others.I constantly find myself checkin it during the day.Most of the time,I check it on my phone.That's when I knew I reached a new low.But i'm not writing to tell people about my love of the myspeezey,as me and Joshua would say.By the way hit up his new blog.joshsfreeknowledge.blogspot.com.Stupid faggot forgot his password to his old one.Anywhoo,today I tried to put all my pet peeves on paper(i used about two pages front and back)and I noticed a lot of them came from myspace.I'll go over the major one's for now.First,I hate that when i'm on myspace on my phone,it won't say i'm online.I still get stuff,but prolly not as much as if I were showing I was online.Okay second,I hate it when people ask me to comment their pics!Like to a certain degree.Its cool if u send me a little message that mentions it,but not flat out,"Go and comment my pics,or we ain't friends no more!"What's the significance of a photo comment?Does it say,"Hey errbody,I got people lookin at my pictures"?Is that cool now?I mean,what happened to regular comments?Those are better tooo me.And if u ask me to comment your pics,it won't be my true feelings!Lets play out a scenario!If Bob asks Joe to comment Bob's pic,the comment would be like,"Hahahahaha you're a faggot!"But if Bob plays it cool and just doesn't say anything,Joe will stumble upon his pics and his comment might go like this."You know Bob,i've had somethin on my chest for awhile and now ima say it.I love me some you.From your tight ass to your face that looks as if God chisled it himself!I wanna be on u!"Now which one would you want?Don't answer that.That's the only way I could break it down too let u understand.I couldn't get the words out,but anyway...It irks me when people post bulletins or status updates that's like,"Comment my pics and i'll return the favor!"Nobody cares really!Shit's annoying!Also,I didn't really like the fan signs for awhile,but those didn't last long.I grew a lil fond of em',but meehhh.I hate it when people add a song to their page,but they get it from a bootleg page that's not the artist's.I mean,if the person doesn't have the song on their page,more power to ya!But if they do have the song,why not just add the official one?I hate it when people have a layout,but its mucho bootleg lookin!Take pride in your work!I hate it when people make a big deal about not bein on my top,or if they're too low.My top hasn't been good in a good coupla months!I just threw some people on there and moved people around just to satisfy a few kids.But yeah that's it.I gotta end this.I feel like writing some deep shit!Love,peace,and chicken grease!

Kiss Me Thru The Phone(Soulja Boy Tell Em' feat.Some Guy lol)

Prolly my fave song rite now!!!

09' Is Gonna Be Different

I thought i should just let u know.I'm f@#*#@g s*#t up.No more cussin either(yeah like that'll last).I haven't been blogging because i'm on vacation.I hate texas sooo much rite now.Christmas was great...all the stuff in louisiana is great rite now,even though its raining.This is a boring blog to write and prolly to read no lie.This stuff has to be said though before i forget it.I don't do this blogging stuff for others enteratainment soo much,but more as a personal journal to gather my thoughts for others to see and soo i don't forget lol!I'm tired of being depressed.None of that anymore.And every person's myspace page says,"2008 was the worst year of my life."Oh yeah i forgot,:(.It prolly was,but for some it was over-reaction.My synopsis of 08' was somewhat of an over-reaction.Everybody says,"I don't even know myself anymore!":(.Some people are still the same,others not soo much.I have changed alot this past year.Outward and inward.I ended 07' in baggy jeans and a XL polo.Ima end 08' in skinny jeans and a medium zoo york tee.I even skated al little in 08'.Like fifteen mins.,but thats a major step seeing that i quit in 5th grade because i cared what others thought.Thats how i changed the most this year really.Fuck a hater,i'm on my shit was/is my motto.I started 08' shy,ended it fly.In the middle of 08',i was mean to girls(because thats cool),now i'm what some refer to as a sweetheart.I do have my moments,but for the most part i'm good.Sooo yeah alotta newness in me.I feel that God put me through alot this year to make me a better me.After all the stuff i do wrong,i learn a lesson.All those lessons turn me into a better person.Soo if i gotta go thru stuff to make me the best,bring it.08' brought me friendships from many unpredictable places.I know alotta different people and i think 09' is gonna be 2x crazier.In early 08',i only tlkd to people i thought were cool,later i tlkd to everyone and now i got more friends.Idk why i'm sayin all this,but like i said before,its gotta be done!No new years resoulution because those never last.Oh yeah i made no cussing mine.There's a reason for that(because it won't last).Damn my fingers hurt.08' i stopped being ignorant.In too many ways to explain but mostly racially.I will date any race of a girl.In the dark,we're all the same color!Lmfao!!Hit me up girls =D!This is gettin too confusing and ima end it.If i have anymore thoughts,i'll post it!I'll end by saying,i love being different.So i'll be different.08' was the best year of my life.This year taught me how to be a better child,sibling,student,friend,lover(lol not really),father(through the mistakes of others),..shit,because of 08' Ima better person!!!After everything thrown at me,i still stand as the happiest 16 yr old you'll ever meet.Thanks to great friends and this mind God blessed me with,i made lemons into beef stew!Idk how to end it sooo kljdsfdjklssfljkd!!!!!!!!!!

Louisiana,Safe Haven For A Horny Drunk

Being in louisiana for four days now,i've noticed a few things.First off,in this little big town called Alexandria,there are alotta attractive people here.Fine women,especially white girls(young and old).The black girls are mostly loud and ugly.But there are some quiet,lighter complexioned ones who catch my eye.Anyways,beautiful people everywhere.Next thing I noticed,alotta gay guys here too.There was one who rung me up at old navy.I knew he wanted to tlk to me when I walked in the store because his face lit up.Soo when the time came to purchase my shirt and jacket,he started with the small tlk.Where I went to school,what grade I was in,if I was single.Chea,it went there.I had to decline the guy,on the basis that he wasn't my type because he was a guy.I told him I was flattered though.Next thing is that there are drive thru's for alcohol.They have an open container law,but who cares I guess.In louisiana,most women always have their hair done.Its not uncommon to see a well pampered lady followed by a well pampered little girl.Or a boy with a fresh cut.All the kids here are different.U don't see tooo many kids with fresh shoes or nothing.They have the basics.I tlkd to a black skater here and he told me that nobody trips on how they look clothes wise here.I went to pac-sun and i had to dig to find skinny jeans.That's strange too me,but alotta people think skinnys are strange soo idk.Also in louisiana,church is life,as it should beee duh!My grandpa is the pastor of one of the biggest churches in the area soo its even more for me when I visit.There is more but I got a serious brain fart!!All that's goin on in my brain rite now is sleep.Sooo bye!

Kids!!!Can Live With Em',Sometimes Rather Live Without Em'

I fuckin hate little kids!!!Not really,but rite now I'm in a doo-doo-eh mood.My two little cousins,my little sister,and my little brother are the one's shittin on my parade rite now.It all started this morning,but I'll skip to the main part.Sooo today is the day after christmas.Basically,one of the biggest shopping days of the year.Sooo first we were gonna go to the mall here in louisiana.But noooo we can't go because we got a million little kids with us!I felt like a member of bay-bay's kids,seriously!So instead we just go to old navy,where I got a gift card to.So we're in there and I don't see a damn thang!I mean there was this bubble jacket I was feelin,but not feelin enough to give up my whole gift card for.Soo I just sat on a bench in the front of the store.Sooon after,there were a group of bad kids surronding me.Of course,my siblings.Soo we're sittin and then my little girl cousin decides to scale a glass window.One of the sale signs stuck to the window broke,so like one side was hangin down,while the other side was up.GHETTO!!!!!So I muttered some sailor words and pretended to look at some jeans.After that,I went back and sat on the bench.Soon after taking a seat,the bootleg sign falls on the top of my head!The weight of the sign and people's stares feel on my back,and I didn't like it all!After folding it up and throwing it on some sweaters,I fell back onto the bench.I had to tell myself that everything is okay,and I wasn't gonna lose my cool in this store.After holding back my tears,I notice that my little cousin,Baby T,was running around the store.It comes to shock when seconds before he sitting in a stroller buckled in.After running around and scooping him up from beneath a table,I ask my sister,"How did he get out?"And she says,"I let him out."ghdjhdjhdjshcd!!!!Do u see what I have to deal with!!!Stupidity too the highest degree!I mean why didn't u chase him?Why did u let him out?Why don't I just kill u in your sleep,huh?!?!?I didn't ask her any of this?Because the next word would have been the invention of a new cuss word(jibberish)!I'm kinda found of raphucknishblagah!Soo I ask my grandma for the keys to the car and I load everyone in there.Yadayadayda and we're at game stop.So i'm tryin to get Madden 09.But it took forever to get out of the car because I had heavy opposition from sister,who was tryin to tag her happy ass along.After losing her in traffic,I bust in into Game Stop to find the line starting at the door.They were having a huge sale.Soo i'm lookin and I find Madden and as I walk to the one of the many lines,my grandmother comes and says,"We gotta go,your cousin has to pee."The same one who broke the sign fyi!Raphucknishblagah!!!Soo we go across the street to Wal-Mart.In that short twenty second drive,I was hit in the head,spit on,and Baby T bit me!Soo as I wait for my slow sister to get out,Baby T threw up EVERYWHERE!!!!I'll admit I threw a BF(bitch fit)in the parking lot.I might add,a tear fell out of my eye.Soo we run in the store to prevent an accident,but there soo many obstacles in the way!There were people everywhere,aisle after aisle was blocked off,and one of the bathrooms was closed.Only the girls one I might add!Its nothing but the devil!Soo we run to the back of the store where she finally goes to the bathroom.Sigh!We head back to the car and now i'm typing on my phone!Sooo yeah this helped a bit,but pray I don't kill those kids!!!

Pork Chop Sandwhiches

MY FIRST EVER TRIP TO THE WASHATERIA!!!!!!!!!

It was crazy fun.Idk why but it released alot of negative energy i was having.I first got there and people were givin me salty look,lawry's lol.I think its because i was over dressed as usual.Everyone else was wearing sweats and skull caps and i was wearing a cardigan,a graphic tee,and some jeans.I thought that my wearing of a skull cap would include me in the gang,but i was wrong.Its like grade school all over again!Jk jk.Back to the story,i went and got some quarters.The machine said,"use quater machine at your own risk,"but i was feeling dangerous.So i put the ten dollar bill in and got my quarters.So then i picked out my machines.Got three for myself and they were the newest ones in there.So i started washing clothes and was myspacin on my phone.After that transfered the clothes to the dryer and folded them.Not much happened there.I was runnin around with my sister,roasting each other and txtn.It was a fun expierience and i took pics.Idk what else to say,soo bye!!!!!!

Common's New Mixtape

http://www.zshare.net/download/523573775e14bdd0/

I Don't Care(Fall Out Boy)

The Joys Of Christmas Shopping

I f#@*(^g hate christmas shopping!It seems during this time people drive worse,every line is longer(especially the bathroom),and it feels like everywhere i go,a giant heat wave is getting a piggy back ride from me.One time at macy's,this old lady was all on me in the line and she smelt like 30+yrs of moth ball build up.And she breathed like she was having an asthma attack.Every time i walked somewhere,somebody was on my heels....LITERALLY!!!!My shoe came off a combined 8 times,simply from people walking on the back of it.While in Express,this lady saw me eyeing a v-neck she wanted i guess and swooped in like an eagle,snatching it out my hand.And then she gave me the stink eye while i was giving her the stink eye.Thats never happened to me before.I was actually shell shocked after that.And how do u simmer down after something so tramatic as that???By going to Golden Coral of course.If u don't know i hate that place more than X-Mas shopping.So yeah,after a few spills from my brother and a minor communication error between my mom and our waitress,I managed to escape from that hell hole.Went home and watched some movies to make it all better.Sooo yeah

Them Niggers Got My Sister

So the other day i was just chillen at my house tlkn to my sister about our progress reports.We both failed multiple classes,but hers were waaayyy worse than mine.Jesus,please watch over that child!Anyways,i asked her what was the main reason for her failures.She immediately responded,"Because my teacher is racist!"Those words hung in the air for what felt like hours.So i came back out of my "I can't believe she just said that daze" and say,"Excuse me???"I seriously thought she was joking,i mean u don't hear an eleven year old say that their teacher is racist every day.So she says,"My teacher,Mr.D,he's racist.He doesn't like black kids."My sister has way worse grammar than mine,i just couldn't bear myself to type that way.Back to the story.So i say,"Ummmm okay what makes him racist???"Of course,like any other kid who pulls tha race card,she says,"Just because he is.He gives all the white and asian kids better grades and all the black kids are failing.And he always tells(insert ghetto named kid's name hear)to shut up.He almost cussed her out today blah blah blah!"I cut her off for the fear of my head exploding from such bs.I replied,"Well first,asians are really smart pretty almost all the time.White kids are also smarter than blacks for the most part.Judging how u just tlkd to me and how many times u said "be" in between words,i would fail u too.I always hear u tlkn to mom about how u(once again insert ghetto black kid's name here)are tlkn in class and picking on the kid who has downs syndrome......"Basically i gave a fatherly tlk and it didn't help.All i'm sayin is don't pull the race card.There are very few cases in which u can back it up,but for the most part,you're left looking ignorant.My third grade teacher was somewhat racist.She had never taught a black student until she had cute,innocent me.She told my parents halfway thru the year and after that everythang was cool.I always wondered why she would cringe whenever i came to her desk to turn in work or even say hi(i was,am,and always will be a social butterfly).Or why she would make me read whenever slaves or inner city kids lines came up in a book or play.Totally off subject my bad.So yeah,race card...bad.Racial equality....good =D

Can I Have Your Number????

Omg i watched this video like 12x and i can't stop laughin

Jizzed In My Pants

I forgot to put this on here like a week ago so here u go

B.o.B Autotune Spoof

This dude actually can rap.Add him on myspace.I love his impersonation of weezy in the verse lmao

Update

Hey there!Srry my blogger faithfuls,i took a little break.I've been really tired and caught up in school lately and i kinda neglected my blog.My bad.Umm quick updates.My dryer is broke.I can only dry clothes on cold temperature,which extends the drying time by at least an hour.Me and my mom have been beefin about stuff lately.She made a comment saying that she doesn't know if i'll make it to college with grades like mine.Gave her the silent treatment,the stink eye,and a very loud memorable argument(that i totally won)and now we're cool again.Break is tomorrow and i think i can actually chill and stuff soo hit me up.Idk if i'll get my phone back.Until i get further notification,don't hit me up cuz you'll be tlkn to my dad.So yeah everythang's good in tha hood.Ttyl!

Don't Tell Me He Didn't Kill This

Kanye West - Heartless / Pinocchio Story - SNL - 12/13/2008
by 3030fm

Coldest Winter By:MEEEEEEE

Before I start,i wanna say that i'm adding something new to my blogger page.I will start posting poetry on here.If u got something u wanna share with the world,bringing it to me will start u on the right track.

Memories made in the coldest winter
Memories of times much more simpler
Memories of the great people from my past
The beginning of the end of things i wanted to last
Confusion in every direction i turn
Visions of good things starting to blur
If I had one wish,I would make some people burn
I openly wish death on people,but no one's concerned
I think I just want someone to care
Someone to let me know that they're aware
I got a few people,but that's not enough
I want the whole world to know life is tough
Why is it every time I'm up,somebody brings me down
Why am I sad,isn't Santa coming to town
2008 started with soooo much promise
And now 08' is the worst year of my life,I promise
Everyday is Halloween,clothing is my disguise
I cover myself up from sundown to sunrise
2008 put my mind in a haze
Maybe 09' will bring better days

Just Dance(Lady GaGa feat.Colby O'Donis)

Lady GaGa feat.Colby O'Donis-Just Dance from Ducky on Vimeo.

Pulling An All Nighter!!!!!!!

Pics U Need To See!!!!!!!!!

Once upon another blog post,i said that when i see myself smile in pics,i could see that it was fake.Well these pics are from a time before that.I posted this pics on myspace and i felt sad because when these pics were taken,things were pefect.I had a good best friend,a good gurlfriend,i was gettin invited to all tha partys,and me and my parents were close.What tha hell happened =(?????

The Artistic Integrity(Wale)

Questions I Need Answered

Just wanna show u what goes thru my mind all the time.Hope i don't do any structural damage.

Why do i continue with this??What does this blogging accomplish??Is it the best thing to have my life like a storybook and add a new page daily???I know i have people who tell me they read this thing but is it because i ask them too???If i were to die rite now i wonder how many people would come to my funeral.Would i be looking up or down on my funeral??People say i'm mean,including my mom(that one hurt),but will that have any effect on my heavenly outcome???I'm not gonna edit this post.I wonder how many typos i will have??I wonder what is the ratio of people who go to heaven over the people who go to hell.I would think it wouldn't be that high on the hell side of it.But it depends on how God sees it.I wonder where i'm going.If people who already now for sure that they're goin to heaven,why do they try to prolong their stay on earth???If heaven is so great people would say,"Doctor,just pull the plug."alot more than they do now.Or would they.I think people are afraid of death because they don't really know where they are going.I know i don't really know.I wonder if i'm doing the rite things.Is quiting golf and spanish really as bad as my parents say it is???Do i really have a reason to be sad???My dad is somewhat abusive in my eyes and many others.Do they just say he is just to agree with me??Just so i can feel accepted???I broke up with my girlfriend even though i had her believing we could make this work.Am i bad for leading her straight into heartbreak???Did i break her heart just soo she couldn't break mine???Yes.My bestfriend is gone.Is that a good reason to be mad???Is that a good reason to be bitter???Do i wear fancy and fly clothes just to cover up the shitty person on the inside???Do i rock oversized shades just hide the pain in my eyes???Is that why when i tlk to people,i can't look them in the face???Is that truly a sign of how weak i am???How feeble i am???Well according to my dad....yes.Is he really as educated as he says he is???Is he really as bad as i say he is??Do i unfairly judge him???Is it fair that he is a full time college student,while my mom is working and going to UNT(by the way she graduates in about 13 hours)???He says he suffered depression when he worked.That can be justified.When he worked,he started acting different.The man i used to call dad slowly faded away with all my other great memories.Do i have any clean laundry???Damn i'm hungry.Do i have an eating disorder???I always hear people say,"everytime i see u,ur eatin something."I know my physics teacher hates me for that.I always eat her class.Am i a bully???I know i verbally bully people when i want to but i try to restrain.How long am i gonna keep up this "new me" act before i finally start puttin my hands on girls again???Before i start to call them out of their names again???I think God forgot a screw in me or something.Why do i think so much???Why do i have so many more questions that i can't even fit on this blog???Why do my fingers hurt???Will running away to college in New York make me feel free like i want to??Is my aunt right by saying that i need to stay close to home???Does she just want to not see me go???Or is she tryin some kinda reverse mind trick thing to get me away??Why can't i spell anymore??Why did i feel smarter in elementary skool than i do know???Why are numbers and letter used to show your intelligence level???I know i'm smarter than my report card.Why is it that whenever my dad builds something,it is the most raggady piece of shit i've ever seen???Why can't i spell???WHY CAN'T I SPELL???Why is that when i get in cold weather i get dizzy???Why is it that my anemic cousin says that happens to him,but nobody listens when i say it???Why do people say i just want attention???Do i only want attention???No i don't think soo.Why do i enjoy the company of myself rather than the company of others???Why is masturbation on the brain???Why was that so funny???I'm done passing time i'll smell u later.I tried to end this so long ago but words kept coming out.Delano's word of the month:Confusion

Red Magic(The Game feat.Lil Wayne)

Red Magic (feat. Lil Wayne) - The Game

Make My Day Live(Common feat. Cee-Lo)

I luv how both of these guys sound exactly the same live as they do when they record.

The Cd That Took Three Days And Two Computers To Make

So this post is mainly for Melody Choi.Heyy cutie how are u?!?!?!But yeah u other people can read it if u want!

Day One:I finally manage to make the best playlist ever on iTunes.So then i pop in the blank disk.As i sat for about 4 mins.,i finally realize that nothing is happening.So i eject the disk,wipe it off,and put the disk back in the CPU.Another two mins. and then nothing happens.Then i mutter some profanity under my breath and repeated with the ejecting,and the wiping,and the re-insertion,and the wating,and the profanity(except this time it was way louder).After cursing a bit,and a stumped my toe from my stomping,i give up for the day and logged onto myspace.

Day Two:I log onto the commputer and i try to burn the playlist again.I then download all these system updates and stuff.Still no burning(still loud cursing).So then i go to Windows Media Player and try my luck there.Remember,u can't take songs off an iPod.Legally that is lol.I did this sorta computer hacker thing i learned and took some songs off.Fyi when u do that,the songs title's are a combination of four letters.I just took all the songs off of certain cds.So remember when u listen to this cd,i only had about 70 songs to work with,compared to the 700+ on my iPod.So i took the songs off the iPod and put them in my music folder.Then i went to Windows Media Player and made a playlist.It wasn't as good as the original,but it'll do.Then i pressed the burn button.Still no cd but progress is made.When i pressed the "burn" key,my computer growled at me so that has to mean something.The growling was interrupted by what sounded like gunshots.Then a message appeared saying that i needed to clean the disk or use another brand of cd's.So i got another brand new cd,different brand and popped it in.Still nothing.So i used another cd.During the time i waited for the cd to finish,i had to bath my little brother.So i ran off for about 10 mins and came back to see an open try with a cd sitting in it."YAAAYYY,the cd worked,"i yelled.I immediately ran to my room and popped it in my stereo waiting for the booming sound to kick in.Nothing.So i quit for the day.

Day Three:I wanted this cd out of my life.After i finished gettin fresh for the day(i don't get dressed anymore),i ran to my computer and worked on the cd.After the same things happened on my computer from the past two days,i decided to get my dad's laptop.It could burn cds,but the next obstacle was gettin the music to his computer.As i tore up my room(mainly under my bed),i found a bootleg jump drive from last year.I found a cd too(this would end up being the cd u have now).Soo i tried to put the music on the jump drive,but didn't work.I think God was secretly tellin me to go to skool,because at this point,skool started 20 mins ago.So i walked to skool while doing some hw,and started the rest of my day.

The Night Of Day Three:I was determined to get this cd knocked out of the way.As i sat in the office of my house,i got all my stuff together.House computer,laptop,and many cds.Oh yeah,a root-beer and a Hershey's bar.=D.As i set out to work,things seemed to be easier.I was more relaxed and everything.I found a way to put the songs on the jump drive.Then i got them to the laptop.And then Windows Media Player didn't work.U....G....H!So i just started clicking on random music programs,until i stumbled upon this program called roxio cd creator.So i uploaded the playlist and pressed burn and in mins the cd was done.I hardly believed that this had actually happened.I think i thought the cd would come out the victor and i would be in its dust wiping myself off.But i won.I won!I stood up and started dancing.After a few confused looks from mi madre,i dashed to my room,slammed the cd in,and pressed play.Sound came out.Music came out.Shwayze was filling my room with his rhymes.Thats when i knew i had officially one the battle against the cd from hell.I started getting crazy and thinkin maybe the devil didn't want u to get the cd.But then i stopped.I had gotten close to the end of the cd and i listened.And then i yelled,"I didn't put this song here!Mother F@#$%r!"This cd actually beat me.It beat me so bad that it made me think i won!The only thing restraining me from breaking the cd that moments before brought me soooo much joy in half,was the thoughts of all the hell i went through to maked it.So i calmed down,put it in my backpack,and made me a sandwhich.

I went through all that for one cd.I'm not mad at u or anything for puttin me through that.I hope i didn't come off that way.I just wanted to tell u and i wanna add that i wouldn't do that for just anyone.

Peace And Much Love To Ya

First Morning Post

Yeah its 8:24 and skool starts at 9.I really don't feel like goin rite now.I plan on leaving at 8:50.I could care less if i'm late.And i gotta wait till i finish burning melody's cd.This is the hardest cd i've ever had to make simply because my computer was a fag in its past life.Ummm idk fdjkslafjksalf bye!

Heartbreaker(Will.I.Am feat.Cheryl Cole)

I re-fell in love with this song

WTF

I saw this on Lettermen but i thought it was a joke.I guess not huh????I made it half way through this video before i totally killed myself with laughter.Is America's creativity level this low???

Daily Swaggerificness

Today must be Computer Act Retarded Day,because my computer is....well u know.Ummmm today was a good day and i'm really writin this to put out a plan or i guess u could call it a mandate.From now on,i'm gonna be swaggerific everyday.I know its gonna be hard but i've gotten lazy recently.I started the year pretty good but alotta stuff happened and some days i didn't care wut i looked like when i left tha house.Today was a small step forward but i noticed i started slippin tha day before yesterday.I looked myself in the mirror and said,"Delano,wut tha hell are u doin?"So rite after that i put on my skinny jeans and went to Burger King.I just noticed that i eat alot.People say it,but i don't pay them any attention.So yeah ima try and be fresh everyday and i hope u compliment me one day.

Update

So the other day i said i was back,but i never fully explained my short little break away.Ummm i'll start by saying that last week was somewhat of an eventful week.My best friend,Josh,moved to Arizona.When i first heard the news i didn't know what to say or think.I immediately went to my stereo and popped a cd in.I just took a cd off the top of it so it was a mystery to what would come on.Of course,it was 808's.So i sat there and thought and listened and thought.I think better with music on.My first emotion was confusion because i knew Josh had it pretty rough at home,but i wondered what finally made him tick.After i messaged him and found out i stumbled upon anger.I wanted to yell"HOW THA HELL ARE U GONNA LEAVE ME HERE WITH THESE PEOPLE.U R THA ONE PERSON WHO TRULY UNDERSTANDS ME AND YOU'RE GONNA UP AND LEAVE ME???(Gay,I know)"After gettin that outta tha way,depression hit me pretty hard.And then tired sleepyness.So i saw him the next day and wished him good-bye and all that stuff.Then a few days later,i ended my 14 month relationship with my girlfriend.Ummm that was really hard,but i think the relationship ran its course.Her parents won that fight.I dedicated"Heartless"to her mother after that.I really don't think her daughter will found anyone better than me.She'll know that when she sees me on tv one day.She'll realize that she really fucked it up for her daughter.Srry i couldn't help but use a lil profanity there.So yeah i didn't really fell like goin in depth there but thats just a quick overview of what happened last week and i'm preparin for the coldest winter.

She Got Her Own(Jaimie Foxx feat.Ne-Yo & Fabolous)

I Like This

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I'm Baaaaaacccccckkkk!!!!!

Srry for the wait but my computers have been bootleg for awhile.My main computer went down about 9 months ago and then my dad's laptop went down about a week ago.But now i got tha main computer back and everything is all good.

FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!This song makes me do tha robot dance!

Rofl

2 New Mixtapes To Download

And Dedication 3(Lil Wayne).The Asher Roth one is pretty good,but D3 is one of the best mixtapes i've heard this year.

Just Like Me(Jamie Foxx ft.T.I.)

Heartless Remix(Kanye West ft.Rick Ross)

GAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

WOW

Today

Today was okay.I slept half the day away.I didnt wake up until around 12:30.The reason for that is because i stayed up until 4 that morning.I'm addicted to the internet,especially myspace.But yeah,i stayed in the house until about 8 and me and tha fam took a lil ride.Drove down by the stockyards and downtown.Then headed to TCU for a quick look.During that time i was drinkin my caramel macchiato from starbucks.NASTY!!!!!!!!!If u don't like strong ball slappin cofee,don't get that.I normally get white mocha,but me trynna be spontaneous,switched it up and i payed the price.And i burned my tongue.Ummm thats all i gotta say so ttyl!!!!!

I Took This Pic

Let em' hang lol

FINALLY GOT 808s & HEARTBREAK!!!!!!!!!

Idk why my voice was soo high.Its normally not that high.And weenie-ish.Oh well enjoy!

Epiphany

I was just tlkn to lola on myspace and i kinda noticed somethin.I kinda went off subject on the comment but if she reads this,she'll know why.Warning,this was extremely cofusing to read myself so bear with me plz!

I remember the first time i listened all the way through graduation.I repeated it.When i got that cd,i had just found out that i didn't want to be a copy anymore.I was just another south pole wearin black kid,and i didn't like it anymore.That cd taught me self confidence and how to be an individual.That was at the peak of my happiness and Kanye's happiness.But both of us go through some pretty hard stuff afterwards,his stuff sooner and mine later.Maybe two or three months later he losses his mother and awhile after that,he breaks off his engagement with his fiancee.My luck changed on the day of the senior graduation.I had a lil altercation with my stepdad.Then i suffered the worst summer of my life.All i did was practice golf and i found out that my real father doesn't give a fuck about.Srry for the strong language i usually don't cuss but when it comes to him,everything changes.The thing that really hurts me the most about that though is that i reached out to him on a weekly basis and he said he would send for me.Then he stopped answering the phone when i called and thats all i wanna say about him.All i want is christmas presents from him.Anyways,i didn't do anything all summer.And at that point i could actually tlk to my gurlfriend,but my dad wouldn't let me go and chill at her house.All i wanted to do was watch movies and play pool.Sex was the last thing on my mind.Thats the kind of bond we have.He let me go over one day towards the end of summer and that was like for an hour and a half.I cherished all that time i had too.Soo then band camp comes around and i enjoyed it because i got outta the house and away from golf practice and daily bible studies.Then the first week of school came and I was on cloud nine.Nothin could go wrong,until that weekend.It started out good.My aunt came and stayed with me while my parents and siblings were out of town.I went and played golf one and then that sunday i went to my gf's dad's church(he's a pastor.I'm brave i know).Afterwards,i went to their house for a lil church people bbq.Watched Texas Chain Saw Massacre,ate good food,and cuddled(how manly).After that i left and went home.I took a nap and went to eat at logans with my aunt.Went home and chilled.The next day is when it got bad.I woke up and said good-bye to my aunt,who was goin back home.I had the house and car to myself.Several hours,some bad text messages,and an ill-advised car ride later,i was in some deep shit.My gurls parents were trippin and they didn't want us to date anymore.Idk how to express that time.Well maybe one word:confused.They had me thinking i was a bad kid.But then i sat back and thought "i'm not bad.Ur stupid.As a pastor,u should be more forgiving than ur being.I FUCKIN WROTE U A FOUR PAGE LETTER(in pencil),APOLOGIZING FOR ALL THE STUPID SHIT I DID.HOW DARE U JUDGE ME????I'VE ONLY SAID SIX SENTENCES TO U IN ALL MY LIFE,AND U WANNA JUDGE ME BASED ON 2 HOURS OF MY ACTIONS???My bad i lost my cool,but fuck that shit irritates me.So then he changed his mind and said that we needed time away from each other.In three weeks,yall can date again.My parents didn't like how he thought he just dictate stuff,but they said if ur cool wit it,we're cool wit it.So yeeah i'm happy and waiting in anticipation of being able to date her again.Then i thought,"Hey,the end of the three weeks is a coupla days before homecoming."So yeah i start to pick out my outfit(a neyo,jonas brothers crossover).I'm the happiest kid ever and then the end of the three weeks comes and her dad says,"I think its best if yall don't date anymore."He says,"He's just a kid tryin to spit game and he'll prolly cheat on you.Hell,he's prolly cheatin on you now."I'm tryin to restrain from usin all caps rite now.First,i ain't tryin to spit game.I am spittin game.Lol jk i couldn't resitst.But yeah,where does he get this stuff from???If you're still reading this,because its really long,does that sound like me???Leave a comment and lemme know.I could do another blog saying alotta stuff about homeboi but another day maybe.So yeah things just got worse from there.And then my parents started trippin and now they think everyone i associate is a bad influence for me and i should concentrate on skool and stuff.So after going over about a year and a half of my life,i wanna say that 808s & Heartbreaks is touchin rite into my depression.I listened to pinnochio's story while writing this whole thing and he said he saw himself on t.v and saw nothing.When i see pics of me smiling recently compared to times before September 1,2008,i see a drastic difference.The newer ones look so fake.When i do smile it almost looks painful.The lines that my face makes looked like they haven't been made in a long time.Like they haven't been used in awhile.But thru all that,its kool cuz i see my idol goin thru stuff too.Mine might not be as serious,but it lets me know i can connect with someone.I think the way for me to be happier is to go to college in New York like i want and for Kanye to(unfortunately)take a lil break and recollect his thoughts in hawaii or somewhere far off.This has been long enough and if u made all the way to the bottom of this post,wut a weenie.Jk.I'm done for awhile.Peace and Much Love To You.

I Jacked This Pic From Kanye's Blog

Best dressed celebrity

"Who's Gonna Save My Soul"(Gnarls Barkley)

Yeah gurls,u do this to us

A Kid Named Cudi

I recently downloaded a kid cudi's mixtape called,"A Kid Named Cudi."His mixtape is in heavy rotation wherever i am and i listen to it before i go to sleep.It could be alot longer but even for a short mixtape,its gold.I like how he sings on alot of his song.Its tha new thing Kanye told us was gonna happen.Idk if he was singing before Ye signed him to his music label G.O.O.D Music,but they have sumthin in common and thats why i think he signed him.So yeah go download it.I downloaded it from pirate bay because the link to download it on other websites is gone.Wherever u downloaded it from,you'll be happy!

Quote:

Clean!!!!!!!!!!!!

Playboy Shades,$220

Rant For The Day

Today wasn't that good of a day.My eyes have been burning all day because my grandmother from mississippi came to visit for tha week and she smokes.....alot!I've been feelin bad all day.On tha bright side I only have 4 days left of this rather than 5.That didn't help.My myspace is startin to show a lil life.This one is a lil more colorful than tha last one which is good to me.Tha last myspace was like all black people with a sprinkle of white and a few asians,but this one i got now is alot different.My lips are chapped from tha golf tournament tha other day and its really irritating me.And now my hands are ashy all tha time.Today i went somewhere and a kid told me my jeans were too tight.To me thats a step in tha rite direction.They weren't really all that tight they were just tight for a black kid.So my black 501 levi's are my favorite jeans.My hair is soooo nappy rite now.I have no earthly idea wut ima do with it after this week.I think ima gotta let it grow another week cuz i'm supposed to be doin a hair show for my barber and he's gonna cut it in a mohawk.This hairshow will be entrance into tha music industry.Ask me on myspace if u wanna know.I'm gettin a keyboard for x-mas so i can finally make some beats and money.I already got an Alesis drum machine so tha keyboard is another step foward.I'm excited and my keyboard should be purchased tha day after thanksgiving so i think i'll open it then.Idc about openin stuff on x-mas anymore really.Well thats it kay bye!

Finally A Person Who Sees What I See

"Society can rob people of their confidence and self-esteem."-Kanye West.

Don't Worry,I'm Still Alive lol

I haven't been on blogger in a coupla days,but its felt like an eternity.My dad took tha computer that i use so i wuz s.o.l for that time.If my dad in florida asks me what i want for christmas,i'm askin for a mac book pro.Thats for all tha times i sit home and wait for him to call like he says he will.Lol.That wasn't kool but its my true feelings.So yeah.I've been wearin my long hair in a mohawk tha last coupla days.I like tha reaction i'm gettin so i might keep it this way.Your welcome ;).Had a golf torney today and it was pretty good.I shot a 93 which isn't really all that good,but i'm gettin back to my summer form of 85 and up.When i want to be good,i am good.When i wanna be bad,i am bad.Am i thinkin too highly of myself???Am I really that good to be able to turn it on like that???Dramatic Pause and a moment of pondering....Of course and thats with everything.Band,golf,and skool.So yeah i'm on my way to bein a beast.Some funny stuff happened today at tha torney.We had a kid quit golf(for a 45 min span),I played in a group with some really interesting kids,and now i'm these two black gurls female dog(i try to stay g rated).Tha kids i played with were strange,one more than tha other.Tha really weird one is black,unfortunately.He would tlk to tha animals around us and it was scary.He also fell off tha golf cart.ROFL!!!!!!!But yeah i'm tired of tlkn so bye!(i'm so dedicated)

College Student Kills Himself On Webcam

Abraham Briggs,a student at Broward College in Florida,killed himself by overdosing on his bipolar medication.He did this live on webcam.Sources say that viewers of tha webcam feed had interaction with him during this whole thing.Some viewers told him not to do it,while some egged him on to do it.Some viewers called tha police but by tha time they showed up,it was too late.I can't sleep so i was lookin around on aol.com and i saw this.Its pretty messed up.I don't like how some people told him to do it.They say they thought it was only a joke,but still don't joke with someones life that.People,be smart.

Ready,Set,Go(Tokio Hotel)

Tokio Hotel - New Music - More Music Videos

Retarded Policemen

This is a youtube series thats one of my favs.This is tha seventh video out of like twenty somethin.

Boredom

Its my first free friday nite in a while.I'm in band and during marching season,your weekend pretty much belongs to tha band.And after sayin that,this is tha most borin friday nite i've had in a while.I went to panda express and that wuz about it.Normally i woulda prolly been out and about,but i kinda failed spanish so i can't really go anywhere.I wuz plannin on goin to see "Role Models" tonite at tha Starplex.But instead i stayed home,listened to 808 and Heartbreaks,and tried to rebuld my myspace.Rebuilding a deleted myspace is tha hardest thing i've done in awhile,other than my spanish hw.Its discouraging lookin at your friend count and only seein 25 people.I sent out like 100 friend requests but people aren't respondin.I haven't got rejected or accepted from alotta people.They just aren't smart enough to check their friend requests under tha lil update thingy!Srry that wuz my discouragin-anger side.Ummmm i watched my good friend Melody Choi's Two Girls 1 Cup Video Reaction.It wuz really funny but i'm pretty sure it wuznt intentional.I made a new friend today.Her name is Sierra Fagot.She's a pregnant gurl,but she's not like all tha otha preggies runnin around.She doesn't seem like she should be pregnant,she's just in a really unfortunate situation.And her baby daddy is actin like a donkey from wut i hear.She's tha type of gurl where if she took me to Maury and claimed i wuz tha baby daddy,but i turned out not to be,i would still take care of tha child.So sierra if u read this,idk wut to say but yeah.Ummm i've just about drank a 2 liter of pepsi by myself.Livin healthy.Ummmm idk wut else to say.I wanna thank ms.fox,my english II teacher who taught me this thing called ranting in a journal and thats wut i just did for u.U just write down everything that comes to mind.So thats wut i did but i toned it down a bit cuz i didnt wanna scare u.My mind is a very dangerous place.Seriously.If u don't think so,just ask me to rant outloud in your presence.Kay bye!!!!

Kanye Is A Flippin Genius

I'm listenin to Kanye's 808 and Heartbreaks on myspace.He's previewin tha album before it drops.All i can say is that i have tha biggest man crush rite now.No homo but....ummmm no homo.I can already hear tha haters tlkn but i wont be one of em.Alot of people don't like tha fact that he's singin most of tha cd,but i think its a new thing that a million will be doin sooner rather than later.Rite now my favorite song is "Say You Will,"but "Paranoid"isn't far behind.I love tha whole thing rite now.I've listened to tha cd about 4 times already and i'm nowhere tired of it.And ima still buy tha cd.Kanye,my idol,ur no longer a beast,ur a monsta!

Long Hair Don't Care!!!!!!!!!!

I cant wait till Thanksgiving break.I haven't brushed my hair in some days.U can't really tell cuz tha Man above didn't intend for me to be durtty.Lol.All cockiness aside,i'm done learnin for tha week so srry teachers.I quit like tuesday afternoon but who cares.Honestly,my hair ain't really all that long its just it feels that way.Well thats my thoughts for today.Ttyl.

Lol

Guilty As Charged(Gym Class Heroes feat.Estelle)

If I Was Your Friend On Myspace.........PLEASE ADD ME!!!!!!!!!!!

Its hard tryin to get back to 350+ friends on my own.

Hello I'm Mr.Lonely

My myspace got deleted tha other nite and now i'm startin from scratch.Alot of tha things i did and felt in tha first six weeks,are coming back.Well idk really i'm confused about alotta stuff rite now.And its stuff that should be easy.It feels like nobody is there for me now.I have a gf but i cant tlk to her regularlly.I cant tlk to anyone regularlly cuz i dont have my phone rite now.My dad thinks my best friend is a bad influence,and honestly,he has good reason to think so.I rarely even see my bestfriend anymore.He's off trynna be famous at an early age,which i dont think is wise.I cant tlk to mom or dad about anything cuz they're always busy.My real dad kinda acts like i'm a sixteen year old boi that he can tlk sports wit every coupla months when we actually tlk.Shoot,I dont even have my phone so i feel disconnected from society.I dont wanna have a pity party,but dang I'm lonely. :(

This Picture Symbolizes My Life

Mainly tha time period from tha second week of skool up until three weeks later.Then a day after those three weeks it got bad again.And thats it up until this point.Anybody whose close to me knows why.Its like i had somethin good in my life(sunglasses)but then somethin happened and now i can't really do tha things i could do before with them.And recently i learned u can't trust anyone,not even your golf coach*cough cough*.I bet half of yall didnt know anything bad was goin on.Its cuz i'm a beast at smilin. =}.So now ima concentrate more on music and clothes and less on golf.And i wuz born to speak english,i'm done wit spanish.I'll be ignorant(as my teacher would say).
One Love

Ryan Leslie AKA My Somewhat Of An Idol

Black People.......

There are so many funny things about this video.First tha amateur sketch is too funny.Lmao.Then that random black man wuz prepared to go to war wit tha leprechaun.He had his armor on and his mystical flute lol.This wuz too funny.

I Know I'm Late But.......Greatness!!!!!!!!

Love Lockdown

History(Jay-Z feat.Tony Williams)

This song and Kelsia Kendrick inspired me to write my random election thoughts post.

U See Some Weird Stuff At Tha Public Library

I went to tha Southwest regional library today,and there was some throwed lookin people walkin around.At least two people pulled out there phones and started tlkn like they were at home.People were coughin and tlkn to themselves.And one man must've been goin bald or sumthin cuz he kept touchin his hair.It almost looked like he wuz puttin it back in place.Idk maybe i dont get out enough.And i found this homo book(its tha pic of tha book).Its called "how to come up from bein on tha down low" or sumthin like that,but when i saw it, i started crackin up cuz dude on tha cover looked tooo gay.Thats it for now.Bye!!

I Luv These

Sperry Top-Sider Nylon grosgrain loafers, $200

Random Election Thoughts

Kids are really startin to piss me off.At least one class period a day I have to hear Barack Obama's name in negative way.Back in May when I really started to get into this election and I supported Barack more and more,I thought that things would be better when he won.But they really aren't.I've really kept my mouth shut on all that stuff for tha most part.Like if I were to be wearin something with Obama's face on it,someone would say sumthin like anti-christ or Barack Hussein Obama, and I would just say that's your opinion and I have mine so please drop it.But if somebody else says one more thing I might snap.That's my hero that you're tlkn about.So many people look at him and get so much inspiration,black and white people,and u sit there and bad-mouth him like he's a babydaddy on maury.I look at that man and I know that I can do anything and if I fail there should be no excuses.He came outta Chicago which is honestly one of tha worst places to be at times.If he can accomplish wut he did from being raised in an area like that,then I should be able to do anything.And why would u decide tha future of tha U.S. on one man's middle name?That's tha problem with this country.U see an afganistan person and u think terrorist.I may judge people before I know them but its not right.I don't see why u should judge a man based on his middle name.This may be jumbled,I got so much on my mind and its tryin to all come out at once.And now to make it less historic,people are now sayin that he's 5% black,so why is this so significant?First I wanna know where they got 5% from.And second is why must we as people try to find sumthin negative about everything?I used to just think this wuz just an african-american thing but now I see otherwise.There's another incomplete thought.Okay next.And tha day after tha election,people came in skool sayin"Can't wait for 2012,new president!"Tha man isn't even officially in office and yall are countin down tha days till he's gone.I think I got more to say.Naw i'll rap it up.All i'm sayin is that,he's my leader.He's my role model.Barack Obama is my inspiration and hearin people tlk about him as bad as they do hurts.I heard a teenager say keep tha white house white.When is this stuff gonna stop.I thought we were gonna be tha generation to end it all.Man my finers hurt.Fyi I texted this on my new pocket pc.I got word on there so that's prolly gonna be how I do this blog stuff.My friend Kelsia Kendrick said and I quote"thinks its really sad that some ppl jus cant {{ENJOY}} history in the making...and have to resort to ignorance in order to fill a void. {{iTS OVER NOW}}.."and I totally agree with her.Idk i'll prolly follow up on this later,I got a history project due wednesday and I need to head to tha library.So bye!
Peace and Much Love To Ya

I Will Never Get Enough Of This Song Or Video

Gnarls Barkley"Going On"

Nice

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Heartless(Kanye Tha Great)

This is a lil old but yall need to hear good music

Dead and Gone(T.I. feat.Justin Timberlake)

Poor Guy

When I Get A Job,Ima Dress Like This.....

Yellow pants and all

Kissin' Ears(Gym Class Heroes feat.The-Dream

I Know I'm Late But................

download this!!!!!!!!!
Wale's The Mixtape About Nothing

WALE Mixtape About Nothing - Tracks 1-10
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WALE Mixtape About Nothing - Tracks 11-19
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YES!!!!!!

I waited so long for this to happen!!!!Now make us happy!!!!!!

This Video Cracks Me Up

It has funny parts but it also makes me laugh because its true about wut he says about swagger jackers

T-Pain - Karaoke featuring DJ Khaled [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

I El-Oh-Vee-Eee(Love U ILLiterate Chump)This Album!!!!!

I'm inlove wit Santogold after listenin to their self titled gold.If u happen to pull one side of my iPod headphones away from my head(nearly impossible.I have a kung-fu grip),you'll hear santogold's carribean,pop,rockish but urban sounds blastin.Buy it.You'll love it.....I promise

Swagger For Dummies

This post idea came from my personal journal entry.I wrote it and I thought that others should read it cuz most people can relate to wut I'm tlkn bout.Reminder:this is my personal journal so srry for tha language mom lol.

I'm steamin rite now,cuz once again people are tryin to tell what i can and can't do.So I walk into class and this gurl tells me I look like an idiot cuz I'm wearin a desert scarf.She said"Its not my style."I refrained from cussin her out.I say simply,"You don't know me.You don't know my style."What I wanted to say wuz,"What tha f@$k is your problem???You see everyone else on my nuts so yo jealous a*% wanna bring me down.I can't help it if people think I'm fly(I just realized how arrogant that sounds but oh well).And what do you mean,you know my style????U DON'T F#!@^N KNOW ME!!!!!!!!!!To me,my style is undescribable.I might wear vans one day,top-siders tha next,and tha next day some forces.If I see somethin I like,then i wear it.No matter if its for black people,white people,or purple people.Idc wut another nigga think,as long as I like it.And how tha hell u gonna tell me about style when u f*#!@n got blonde hair wit burgundy red streaks.Thats durtty to me.I mean GOD D^$N!!!!!!!S*&T!!!!!!Can a nigga dress.Lol thats from my nigga dhantae.I could go on and on but I need to be learnin bout tha war of 1812 rite now so bye!

Yeah i wuz writin this in History class.Basically wut I'm sayin is that i hate it when people tell u wuts cool and wut isn't.If u like then wear it and if u see someone else wearin that u don't like,keep your mouth closed.But i just wanted to share that wit somebody and you're somebody so thanx!

Save Tha Kidz In Northern Uganda....Not Yourselfs

So yesterday i and tha majority of tha kids at my skool watched a lil documentary(if thats wut u wanna call it)about some high skool kids who raised money and put it towards less fortunate kids in uganda.U know tha video wuz....kool.Enjoyable i guess u could say but a few of tha things about it in general kinda irked me.

1. I know they're less fortunate and we're this big country with all this money but.......wait hold on a second.Last time i checked we were in a flippin recession(pardon my french)!We're in so much debt but we're still trynna save others?!?!?!?!?I'm not trynna come off heartless or anything like that,but its tha only way my message is comin out.Srry!
2. So back to tha point.I know they're less fortunate and we're this big country with all this money but,last time i checked,we have people here in our country who live almost just as bad as they do.So many different cities(prodominantly afro-american) have to wake and wondered if they'll be alive tomorrow,just like they do.They wish and hope until their heart's content,that they can get outta there alive and then go to college.So just think about that.
3. And finally,my most favorite one to tlk about.I'm considered selfish because i have all this negative(i'll admit that some of these sound bad but,they're my opinions) views and wut not,but this is coming from tha same kids who bascially only wanna do this cuz there is a possibility that they can go to uganda.I'll just give u a little excerpt of a conversation that i had to sit and suffer through.Girl #1:"I can't believe that Name that shall not be named or ntsnbn for short is tha president of this uganda thingy!"Girl#2:"Yeah i know!Do u think I'm gonna raise money just so that little skank can go to uganda?!?!?!U got me f@#$*%d up!"And then here is tha teacher!!!!!Teacher #1:"I think they do it by who raises tha most money.Like tha boy in tha video.He wuz nominated for how much he helped tha cause.So u may still get to go to uganda."Okay ima stop there because it gets worse.I bet you're all thinkin wuts wrong with that.I dont see any fault in wut they're tlkn about.Well lemme help u.WE ARE NOT RAISING MONEY SO THAT U WIN A CHANCE TO GO ON AN ALL EXSPENSE PAID TRIP TO AFRICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THIS IS TO HELP PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE IT BETTER THAN US,NOT FOR U TO GO GET A TAN(AND AM I THA ONLY PERSON THAT HEARD GURLS GET RAPED THERE?!?!?!?!?!?)IN AFRICA!!!!!!!Okay no more caps but that is just stupid to me.CAN U BELIEVE THEY CALLED ME SELFISH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!Lol my bad i said no more caps,i'm srry!But anywayz it wuz great i dont wanna tlk yall to death and i'm sleepy so plz considered my thoughts and i cant think of a witty comment to end with(shocker,i know,i know) so bye-bye!

Eminem,Please Come Out Of Retirement!!!!!!

I recently got tha Marshall Mathers LP that i mysterously lost after my uncle came to vist(not pointin any fingers)and put every song on my iPod.As i took a stroll down memory lane,i started to listen to tha lyrics.When i first got this cd,i wuz in maybe tha second grade.I wuz too young to understand wut he wuz tlkn about in his songs but now i know his lyrics and his underlyin messages.It didnt help that my version wuz tha edited version.Remember i wuz maybe nine years young.That makes a major difference not havin tha uncensored version.But anywayz,its great.I feel tha Marshall Mathers LP wuz Slim's best cd.But maybe if he came out wit one half as great as this one,hip-hop and many others would be grateful.This album gets a 4.8/5 on tha greatness scale.

American Eagle Sucks!!!!!!!!!!

Everytime i walk into one of their stores,they ask me if i'm lost or lookin for somebody.Maybe they think i'm just some broke little black kid who wants to look at white kids clothes.Idk wut their logic is,but all i know is that they lost around $75-$100 of mine and i'm sure hollister,aeropostale,and express for men is lovin it!

1st Blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey world!!!!I know this is my first blog and I'm supposed to say all tha kool stuff ima do and all that jazz,but i want to use this first blog to honor those fallen and affected by 9/11.Seven years ago to this day,our country went through sumthin that has,is,and always will affect us as people and a country.September 11th brought us as people together and also split us apart.Its effects are still visible today,seven years after tha situation(national security,a war in tha middle east,and tha fact that most people are bias towards middle eastern people now,just to name a few).I could ramble for keystrokes on end but I'll end it here sayin,victims,u will always be in our hearts,and tha people u left behind,u will always be in our prayers.