Update

So the other day i said i was back,but i never fully explained my short little break away.Ummm i'll start by saying that last week was somewhat of an eventful week.My best friend,Josh,moved to Arizona.When i first heard the news i didn't know what to say or think.I immediately went to my stereo and popped a cd in.I just took a cd off the top of it so it was a mystery to what would come on.Of course,it was 808's.So i sat there and thought and listened and thought.I think better with music on.My first emotion was confusion because i knew Josh had it pretty rough at home,but i wondered what finally made him tick.After i messaged him and found out i stumbled upon anger.I wanted to yell"HOW THA HELL ARE U GONNA LEAVE ME HERE WITH THESE PEOPLE.U R THA ONE PERSON WHO TRULY UNDERSTANDS ME AND YOU'RE GONNA UP AND LEAVE ME???(Gay,I know)"After gettin that outta tha way,depression hit me pretty hard.And then tired sleepyness.So i saw him the next day and wished him good-bye and all that stuff.Then a few days later,i ended my 14 month relationship with my girlfriend.Ummm that was really hard,but i think the relationship ran its course.Her parents won that fight.I dedicated"Heartless"to her mother after that.I really don't think her daughter will found anyone better than me.She'll know that when she sees me on tv one day.She'll realize that she really fucked it up for her daughter.Srry i couldn't help but use a lil profanity there.So yeah i didn't really fell like goin in depth there but thats just a quick overview of what happened last week and i'm preparin for the coldest winter.