09' Is Gonna Be Different

I thought i should just let u know.I'm f@#*#@g s*#t up.No more cussin either(yeah like that'll last).I haven't been blogging because i'm on vacation.I hate texas sooo much rite now.Christmas was great...all the stuff in louisiana is great rite now,even though its raining.This is a boring blog to write and prolly to read no lie.This stuff has to be said though before i forget it.I don't do this blogging stuff for others enteratainment soo much,but more as a personal journal to gather my thoughts for others to see and soo i don't forget lol!I'm tired of being depressed.None of that anymore.And every person's myspace page says,"2008 was the worst year of my life."Oh yeah i forgot,:(.It prolly was,but for some it was over-reaction.My synopsis of 08' was somewhat of an over-reaction.Everybody says,"I don't even know myself anymore!":(.Some people are still the same,others not soo much.I have changed alot this past year.Outward and inward.I ended 07' in baggy jeans and a XL polo.Ima end 08' in skinny jeans and a medium zoo york tee.I even skated al little in 08'.Like fifteen mins.,but thats a major step seeing that i quit in 5th grade because i cared what others thought.Thats how i changed the most this year really.Fuck a hater,i'm on my shit was/is my motto.I started 08' shy,ended it fly.In the middle of 08',i was mean to girls(because thats cool),now i'm what some refer to as a sweetheart.I do have my moments,but for the most part i'm good.Sooo yeah alotta newness in me.I feel that God put me through alot this year to make me a better me.After all the stuff i do wrong,i learn a lesson.All those lessons turn me into a better person.Soo if i gotta go thru stuff to make me the best,bring it.08' brought me friendships from many unpredictable places.I know alotta different people and i think 09' is gonna be 2x crazier.In early 08',i only tlkd to people i thought were cool,later i tlkd to everyone and now i got more friends.Idk why i'm sayin all this,but like i said before,its gotta be done!No new years resoulution because those never last.Oh yeah i made no cussing mine.There's a reason for that(because it won't last).Damn my fingers hurt.08' i stopped being ignorant.In too many ways to explain but mostly racially.I will date any race of a girl.In the dark,we're all the same color!Lmfao!!Hit me up girls =D!This is gettin too confusing and ima end it.If i have anymore thoughts,i'll post it!I'll end by saying,i love being different.So i'll be different.08' was the best year of my life.This year taught me how to be a better child,sibling,student,friend,lover(lol not really),father(through the mistakes of others),..shit,because of 08' Ima better person!!!After everything thrown at me,i still stand as the happiest 16 yr old you'll ever meet.Thanks to great friends and this mind God blessed me with,i made lemons into beef stew!Idk how to end it sooo kljdsfdjklssfljkd!!!!!!!!!!